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How It Started
02:51
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For a second there I could swear that I felt you
Running your hands through my hair while I held you
And you say you need somewhere to stay so I play along
But it’s late so maybe I’m wrong
It’s 25 to 3
I don’t know what to think
But you just make it feel all good
And it’s getting out of hand
Saying we could share our plans
Look I don’t really know if we should
All I know is you were giving me more than I’d felt before
Than I thought you could
Yet I don’t really recall how it started
And it’s late at night, got that look in your eyes
Feel your hand in mine when we turn off the lights
Yeah I don’t really wanna know why we stopped it
It’s been a couple months since the last time I met you
Now you’re looking at me looking right back at you
And I try to forget it all
But you’re standing at the door
And you’re asking how things are
Well would you believe me if I tried to make it up
Cos I’m falling into stories
When really I’m avoiding
That I don’t know how to sleep now
And it’s slipping though my hands
When I wish you’d understand
Look I just wanna figure it out
All I know is you were giving me more than I’d felt before
Than I thought you could
Yet I don’t really recall how it started
And it’s late at night, got that look in your eyes
Feel your hand in mine when we turn off the lights
Yeah I don’t really wanna know why we stopped it
If you’re asking me then please stay
But if you’d rather leave then just say it
Cos I know I get a lot when you just as on
But it’s late so maybe I’m wrong
All I know is you were giving me more than I’d felt before, than I thought you could, yet I don’t really recall how we lost it
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2. |
PFC
03:29
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Am I too much
Or can I help
Cos Honest I've got lots to say but I don't know how to say it that well
I get caught up
And I lose my chill
Yeah I start making excused so I never have to tell you how I feel
So let me take a second
To let you know that
You
You're pretty fuckin' cool
And I know that there's a better way to say that
But I
I've got nothing left to lose
See it don't matter what I say, just know I mean it
When I'm with you
I tend to freeze
And I get that it's annoying but I'm only tryna push you so you see
That I know the truth
It's why we drink
And I know that you don't wanna hear it, but it's what you need
So let me take a second
To let you know that
You
You're pretty fuckin' cool
And I know that there's a better way to say that
But I
I've got nothing left to lose
See it don't matter what I say, just know I mean it
Maybe I just lost my mind
Looking for words I won't find
Yeah can you even tell how hard I tried
Look I don't think I got it right
So let me put it how I like
I'm so fuckin' happy you're alive
So let me take a second
To let you know that
You
You're super fuckin' cool
And I wish I knew a better way to say that
But I
I'm done trying way too hard
See it don't matter what I say, just know I mean it
Maybe I just lost my mind
Looking for words I won't find
Yeah can you even tell how hard I tried
Look I don't think I got it right
So let me put it how I like
I'm so fuckin' happy you're alive
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3. |
Hard to Leave
02:52
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I don't think of all the things that you did wrong
Cos I know I see it from a different view
Red wine, moonshine, getting drunk on a highlight
Yeah it's alright until you're telling me that this isn't you
And I try, and I try, and I try, and I try
Not to make it too hard
So I act like it's not a lot
But it is to me
You make it so hard to leave
You make it so hard to leave
You make it so hard for me
You make it so hard to leave
When you wake up in the morning
Saying you don't want nothing to do with anything that happened
It's wrong
Why you coming back if you say that it means nothing at all
You make it so hard to leave
Dark skies, hard life, drunk talk, tell me more lies
Yeah it's all fine until I'm laying on the sofa with you
Red lights, green eyes, falling into the cold night
Yeah it's alright until you're telling me that this isn't you
I could lie, I could lie, I could lie, I could lie
But you're making it hard
To act like it's not a lot
But it is to me
You make it so hard to leave
You make it so hard to leave
You make it so hard for me
You make it so hard to leave
When you wake up in the morning
Saying you don't want nothing to do with anything that happened
It's wrong
Why you coming back if you say that it means nothing at all
You make it so hard to leave
Why cut me off so fast
When we keep running back
Don't say it's not like that
You know it is
For me
You make it so hard to leave
You make it so hard to leave
You make it so hard for me
You make it so hard to leave
When you wake up in the morning
Saying you don't want nothing to do with anything that happened
It's wrong
Why you coming back if you say that it means nothing at all
You make it so hard to leave
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4. |
Highlights
03:01
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Looking back on it now, I can see why you had enough
And you’re allowed to be mad but it’s still on the both of us
Could have changed, walked away, but we stayed and we fucked it up
Head in rewind
Running through the times I said I was done with you
But then I think back to
Last time when I told you I can’t get by
While those eyes miss mine it got you kind of tongue tied
So you can’t/won’t reply, just let that moment pass on by
‘Till next time
A late night
You, never done with you
Look I’m not gonna lie, it was hard when we hit the fall, (I don’t know how it started)
Gave it space, gave it time but we went and we lost it all, (I just know that I want it)
I got a lot on my mind but I don’t want the back and forth
Head in the clouds, feel it burning up
I’m so fucking done with you
But the I think back to
Last time when I told you I can’t get by
While those eyes miss mine it got you kind of tongue tied
So you can’t/won’t reply, just let that moment pass on by
‘Till next time
A late night
You, never done with you
And last night I got too drunk
Fell in love
With the thought go getting over what I want
With someone that I don’t
And she know it’s not her fault
I was drunk
I fucked up yeah
I fucked up yeah
I fucked up
Last time when I told you I can’t get by
While those eyes miss mine it got you kind of tongue tied
So you can’t or won’t reply, just let that moment pass on by
‘Till next time
A late night
And if all this goes good we might end up where we should
It’s forward but if its cool, I don’t want anyone but you yeah
Oh my! It looks like, I’ve got feelings I can’t hide
Cos you’re such
A highlight
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5. |
Budapest
03:04
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My mind’s in Budapest
Thinking ‘bout all the shit I wish I’d never said
And I know you’d rather leave it but I’m
Caught again, can’t forget, why you left
I Don’t know what you’re thinking
Yeah I keep falling backwards, focused on a high
But if I called your number would you even reply
Look I don’t wanna stop you but I’m not gonna lie
I know I shouldn’t say it but
I hope we haven’t fucked this up
If I flew to Budapest
Would you hold me there?
Or am I coming on, way too hard
Look I just wanna see you ‘cos
I gotta ask ya, if you know what you want, ‘cos I don’t
I thought that we could push it ‘till we made it work
But I never learn
Look I know it’s not easy, and this shit’s getting old
When I just wanna see you but it’s irrational
And I can’t stop this feeling but we know how this goes
I know I shouldn’t say it but
I hope we haven’t fucked this up
And I never learn
Saying we can push this down just never works
Said it would it wouldn’t pass us by
But you never called
Never wanna focus on what you said you would
Never wanna focus one it
And I never learn
Saying we can push this down just never works
Said it would it wouldn’t pass us by
But you never called
Never wanna focus on what you said you would
Never wanna focus one it
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6. |
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I’m always running back
Can’t relax
Wonder if you feel the same
I find it difficult
Knew I would
Trying to forget your name
Now all my thoughts are clear, yet tinted
I wish that I could lay my mind to rest
But I can hear your voice still, vivid
It’s rushing through my head
Ohhh, I’m unsteady
Getting heavy
Lord, but if you’re ready
Don’t forget me
Faith, I gave you all I got
I’d hoped that you could see it
Make me feel it
Watch them coalesce
And I fall apart
Cos I’m lost with who you are
Fuckin’ love that coat you bought
What a shame it smells of cigarettes
Whether you light it or not, light it or not, like it or not
Whether you light it or not, light it or not, like it or not
Whether you’re fighting it off, giving in or losing it all
I can't’t leave you to the mess you left
I try to let you go
Kill the switch
Works until the damage hits
That’s just how it goes
Sold my soul to a masochist
So let me move around it freely
I’m told I’ve fallen into fault, while you’ve regressed
But even if your lungs sound different
Let me hear the breath within your chest
Faith, I gave you all I got
I’d hoped that you could see it
Make me feel it
Watch them coalesce
And I fall apart
Cos I’m lost with who you are
Fuckin’ love that coat you bought
What a shame it smells of cigarettes
Whether you light it or not, light it or not, like it or not
Whether you light it or not, light it or not, like it or not
Whether you’re fighting it off, giving in or losing it all
I can't’t leave you to the mess you left
Lord, but if you’re ready
Don’t forget me
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MATT TAYLOR London, UK
Dublin raised MATT TAYLOR paints an intimate self-portrait with his emotive brand of supercharged pop. Displaying
vulnerability through an introspective sound palette, MATT’s story is draped in themes of affection and loss. Similar to a diary, his music reads like a therapeutic soundboard - looking to comfort and empower those who peer within.
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